Right or Wrong???
Sigh… i m really speechless about myself and everything that i met recently…i dunno should i or shouldn’t i..i m not sure of everything is right or wrong… sometimes i worked hard on something…but get ignore and not appreciate…u know the feeling of losing confidence? yeah thats the result that i get… i m started to blame on myself..and i m not sure of everything i did…..i m confusing and cause me sleepless always..brain non-stop thinking!
Yeah i m trying to be possitive to myself.. i try to enjoy my life..but its tough… my life seems like doesn’t goes on easily.. i m so envy about others..and about wat they have it and i dun have it… so unfair…
i even cried for myself…why m i stupid but not like my friendz - genius…? no matter how much effoct i put..how much time i spent on working something.. people juz wont appreciate it.. they will only judge u by ur weaknesses.. if u really have the "Potential" or medge something they like it..they will love u totally.. no matter wat problem u did after all, they juz keep say "nono u are right"…coz u has the status in their heart… haiz.. However, if u did something wrong at 1st, u are totally out of their mind… watever u did, they juz can say "NO!!! u are wrong!!" wrong always… yeah maybe i m one of worst victim for it…
Few days ago, i went for a movie "I m not stupid too"…there are a lot real case studies from it.. The ugly judgement for a "unpotential" person… people juz wont understand ur inner feeling and the thoughtz..they think u are "Worst" means u are "Worst Always"… but did people ever look on ur possitive side? did they appreciate it? think about it… Everyone isnt perfect.. Everyone has positive side and negative side…juz try to look into their better side rather than juz look into the worst side.. and everyone do something sure has their own reasonz..try to figure it.."The Why"…
I hope… some of the people would be understand these…but not juz keep looking into dark side.. especially for the professional >"<… try to understand others situation, the feeling and the reasons b4 judging others… From these, we can decrease the unneccessary misunderstoodz and arguementz… sometimes…words might decrease a person "Confidence" and "Thoughtz"
April 2nd, 2006 at 4:16 am
ya !!!! i agree tat case u begins … cuz i try tat case many times on study and working…T.T ya … im same feel wit you blame myself doing not so good on study or working there…. but is past already ….how ur feel ? sad ? angry ? all the day ? tat feeling will make you more worse …sometimes you need to think tat’s problem you worth to blame anot …. juz have try your best and can getting some of knowledge on there ok already …
i think sometimes… your decision too highly la … when i viewing you tis blog … i guess izzit you wanna better then others? ?
if like tat , it will make you more stress … maybe i not so expert in tis case lah… but tat’s is my comment … hope you don blame yourself too much la …. later like leslie cheung more worst already
April 3rd, 2006 at 9:35 am
who doesn’t wan to be better or improving him/herself??? i m wan to be better..becoz i have ntg to be good in viewing through… juz i feel so tired of doing…always need to spent a lot times in working it…but i m not giving up yet..i m not blaming myself at all…sometimes juz feel unfair to me than others..i mean the words that ppl criticize or the way they treat me… it’s so obvious.. maybe myself did the same sometimes..hope i can change it immediately
April 3rd, 2006 at 11:48 am
^^ lolz … by the way im here wishing you la …hope you don mind lor.. >.
April 3rd, 2006 at 3:59 pm
world is like that wan neh nie…not fair de…xin already face till fed up joh… >.
April 4th, 2006 at 9:23 am
=.= i dun wan fed up~~* i wan to fight!!! pif!
April 4th, 2006 at 9:24 am
stay still toughly for my life!!!
April 5th, 2006 at 7:36 am
sometimes also fight till fed up joh neh…sob…
April 7th, 2006 at 11:03 pm
nono!!!