Yunnie

hey… long time never post some new blogz >< recently juz keep bzing on my projects…it’s on the way to the holiday…hope i can settle everything well in the end ^^….In these period…actually i have realized quite a lot thingz dat i never expected for… haiz…a lot problems happen also >< i wish can forget about it leh ><

Now…i juz can’t explain myself…i feel myself so quiet..so calm….my tears started to come out from my eyes….. yea..i know..i m missing her right now… i juz tell myself to be tough..She will be worry about me if she know my feeling right now… guess who’s dat??? it’s my lovely grandma..(my mom’s mom) i love her so much…and she giv me a lot memories..i juz too miss her…

i juz bek from her house… Althought she’s not here anymore…but my aunt and uncle are still there.. so i went for visit… i feel so weird…feel lack of something.. then my bro ask me to pray for grandma..(Chong xiang in cantonese) then i only realize..yea … it’s becoz of my grandma…when dat time i pray for her…i feel like crying…but i juz tried to be tough and not to cry..i know she will be sad if she know this..and i pray for my grandpa too..ask him to take care of my grandma at "there" also…haiz…..but reach home ledi…i juz cant control my tears..

i think i m still avoiding the truth..can’t accept it that she has past away 1 or 2 months ago… i juz can’t forget the momentz… T_T…

ah ma, i m still miss u a lot….

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